March 01, 2006
Church Of The Spread Legs
I seemed to be an expert at finding men who worship at Church of the Spread Legs. It's not uncommon for me to meet someone new and immediately tag them for the booty chasers. They rarely even bother to hide this fact much. It just gets frustrating because being a sensual person with a high sex drive that prefers NOT to go out f*ckin for sport, I find myself unintentionally attracting the VERY guys that I KNOW won't offer anything but O's. They don't expect much from you either, other than the occasional romp in the hay, perhaps cooking a sandwich or some fish and grits. These are the guys that are totally cool with half ass connections with women. They want to kick it and want your time and attention but they make no efforts to move past that point. I have to stop giving these cats energy.
It just makes me salty and spiteful. I find myself becoming more and more caught up in proving that every chick WON'T spread her legs because someone fine as frog's hair pays her a bit of attention. I actually try to find ways to make men realize that their big dick and bigger wallet is NOT enough to keep a woman interested, well not me. I have been so focused on talking, and talking, digging deeper. I start questioning the point of it all. I mean, really..for men, what does it take before you have to actually open up and give a part of yourself to someone? How much do you need before you feel compelled to reveal your soul?
What can a chick do to get past that superficial shit? Why do guys want you on your knees, lying to them, telling them they are the best, pretending that the orgasm they bring can't also be delivered by any random "object of my affection" vibrator, sans the sweat?
They don't want to give more, so I want to share less. Then they want to worship at the Church of the Spread Legs, a place that they convince themselves is where they want to be, because hey..it's better than NO sex at all.
it's NOT. Sport f*cking can only bring so many O's before you want something more, something intense.
It's funny how men and women get into this ego tripping, who holds the cards, I am not showing you too much mindset. It gets you NOWHERE fast. It's bullshit and it's old, and I for one, don't want to do it anymore.
F*ck it...I am staying single for life. Men suck hot monkey balls. That is all.
Posted by Bulletproof Diva at March 1, 2006 08:38 AM |
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