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Thanks for that my sista!  My reward will be for those children to grow up to be fully cooked adults with a college education or marketable skill that will allow self-sufficiency and purpose.  Is all I want.  No I'm not rich or even a black celebrity...but!  I want the BEST for all children and especially for the children in my culture.  If it wasn't for the fact that I had that growin up and know how it feels to have "black love," trust me I wouldn't be doing this.  But I've been raised to be responsible for those coming up behind me...to take care of my "people" and give black support.   I don't know about all this black self-centeredness, selfishness, self-hating and disrespect toward each other....and I DON'T wanna know.  I feel so blessed that I have the ability to do my part...and challenge other black folks do the same-if they don't....it's their pity party....not mine.  Cuz karma is a bitch!  But!  In order to do that and be effective, I often have to deal with self-haters...as I explained earlier.  Sometimes...I don't like being bothered with the ignorance and willful stupidity from my own folks....just don't.  Especially when those folks can give with no sweat off their backs and this gift helps children..and maybe their own by the twist of fate you sometimes don't expect.  But they don't see this.  And I just don't understand that unproductive arrogance from my people.  They seem to think a piece of paper define worth and value....but! I personally don't care HOW many degrees you got!  I have some too but I don't think I'm better than anyone else cuz I do...I'm just more equipped to do what I can to help those who are presently having a little trouble getting started in life.  Is all.  To me that's what you are supposed to do when you have that type of power to make a difference.  But!  Grrrrrr them kneegrows just makes me wanna....well nevermind.    I'm better now.  And give testinony to how powerfully positive music is for the spirit, soul and mind.  So sistagirl.  You gave me the perk I needed.  I'm soooooooooo glad to know there's a few of us [old schoolers] left in the world....I don't feel so alone in my god gifted mission to give black love to the children in need....but! 

 

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