Sista ER......I could stand to hear one of your oldies but goodies right about now. Hard hard hard day! Sometimes working with kids becomes difficult when one has to ask for money. I hate this time of year....cuz of the deep need of soooooo many children. I stood there and let this snobbish azzwipe talked down to me just so I could get a couple of thousands for a freaking xmas program I'm planning in December. If it wasn't for the kids and how hard they have been practicing and rehearsing and being excited, I would have told that mofo to take that money and shove it where the sun don't shine....but! I didn't. I took the check instead. Somehow I feel sooooooooooooo dirty. I wish I could hear some grazin' in the grass or you're still a young man...baby. Oh even a smooth upbeat song from the Stylistics or Chaka Khan. Sumething! Hard day. I've been really hitting the pavement for more two weeks to fund this seasonal event cuz I do not wanna disappoint the children who have grown accustom to this community tradition and I find myself totally wiped out. I just hate it hate it hate it......but!