I've been having crazy thoughts recently. My older sister is pregnant with her first child and my older brother's girlfriend is pregnant also. I'm trippin' because recently I've been having those "baby" thoughts. I want kids very much, but first I want to finish my education so that I can be able to provide for them. Oh, but recently I've had the biggest urges to be a mom. I even had a dream about a little boy with my eyes and my husband's nose and mouth. I've got a plan and having babies don't start for another five years. I think I need a vaction because being overworked is the only thing I can think of that would explain my sudden urge for all things baby.