There are so many people depending on me [in one way or another], until, I procrastinate in the face of all the demands placed on me and my time.
I don't 'like' feeling this way because everything feels out of order.
All day today, I avoided telling people how I REALLY felt. . .
It was easier to say nothing at all. . .
however. . .
I am overwhelmed and
I wanted to tell them all, "LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE"
BUT! I made promises that I intend to keep, and if nothing else, I am a woman of my word [well, I try to be].