Isn't this the same guy that you said is/was a drug dealer? Isn't this the same guy that you said/implied that you weren't seeing that much of anymore?Were you just kidding in a different post when you refered to him as your future fiance? At 20 years of age, is it possible that there is someone better and more compatible out there for you who never dealt drugs? Do you really think that he has changed? Is love blind? Or maybe he was healed by faith?